Did you ever feel like someone was intentionally pushing you away? Because I have a friend that I think is doing that. And No Lydia it's not you. (just in case you were wondering.) If you are thinking it's you it's probably not.
Anyways this friend some of you know and some of you know of. Either way I'm really sad and worried. I mean I try really hard to be someone that anyone can get along with. I think I"m extremely excepting and loving. Even when I don't want to be! For example in high school there was this one boy who pretty much sexually harassed me and I was nice to him anyway! I mean I didn't have much choice but to be around him but I could have been really mean and I wasn't.
Perhaps it's my own naive fault for trying to see the good in people all the time. But isn't that what a Christian is supposed to do?
Aren't we supposed to love? Not condone but love right? *sigh*
The question is what do I do now? I have stopped commenting but every time I read something written by this person I am noticing she's really really different. I've tried confronting her and she won't admit or even to speak to me about it. I have stopped saying anything. Perhaps she hates me. But I don't really know what to do anymore except worry and pray. I've never been pushed away like this before.
I think the worst thing is this person claims to be a Christian and acts the opposite almost all the time. Now I know this is not a novel concept. I realize that I've worked with people like that and I know that's the way things are a lot of the time. But I
KNOW this person and know that the person I knew would not claim to be something she was not. And that's why her acting like anything but a Christian scares me. Every time she writes, there is language, innuendo, and words I wouldn't use even in passing jsut throw out like it's nothing. This bothers me to know end. I have also noticed none of her previous friends are replying and only her new "cool" friends are. This also bothers me. Because I know this person to be very sweet but gullible. and this is why I think she is acting this way.
Would you guys please jsut pray for my friend? I'm really worried and I will never give up on her. But I can't be on my own in this? I need my fellow brothers and sisters to stand with me. Thanks guys!
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