Last night I had the weirdest dream. Not becasue of what happened in it but becasue of how it happened.
I need to do some back story first.
john and I have always agreed that when God wanted us to have children we will. We both want to have children but we also believe that God has asked us to wait a bit longer. My belief has always been that if it is supposed to happen it will no matter what precautions we've taken. However my hope has always been that God will reveal the moment to us so it won't be a surprise. I'd prefer it that way just so John would be happy about it rather than super freaked.
So with that in mind....
Last night I dreamed that I was at home sleeping. And John just called me on the phone and said, "we're ready we need to have kids." just like that. The weirdest thing was, I woke up shortly after and I was sleeping in my bed, jsut like in the dream but john was sound asleep next to me.
I have noticed I've been dreaming about having children a lot more lately. I'm not sure if this is my subconsious desire making itself known or A hint from God that the time is coming soon. Either way it would be nice to know! lol.
But I am content to wait till God lets us both know the time is right.
What is really funny about the idea is when we got married My family joked that out of all the churches we'd been in we'd never have thought we wouldn't have a building to get married in. Well I'm sort of scared that that might be the case when I get pregnat too.
I've always liked baby showers. Which I know is definetely not a male thing it's totally female. And it would make me really sad to be pregnant and not have a church home.
John and I have been looking for a new church for about a month now. And while I'm really enjoying the process of visiting other churches and meeting new people, telling our story and listening to theirs, my Spiritual heart longs for a place to call "home" where we can start making friends and become a part of the body again.
So As a result of all that I am really freaked by my strange dreams! lol.
Pray I get some sleep this week that is restful! I really could use it!
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